Dear journal,

I got little sleep last night, as thoughts of disneygirl running through my bed...I mean thoughts of disneygirl ran through my head. I was getting ready to play earthbound, but decided to catch you up. It was a late nighter last night, but eventually the lulz died down. There's still a few trolls occasionally popping up, and disneygirl is nowhere to be found. OHYEAH! I proposed to disneygirl yesterday...I didn't get a no!!! I think the relationship is coming along quite well...

Well, one thing stands in my way of unrequited bliss and passion...the evil, dreadful, acne-ridden mushed up face of coppertopdragon!!! LOL j/k. coppertoptothebammies is a great guy and, he totally for realz knows kung fu and a friend of a friend totally did see him take on 20 armed thugs!!! Or 4 third-graders, the jury's still out. Even though he totally gave me a death threat yesterday, (I'm not making this up!) I think he's an alright guy. He invited me over to play Mario Kart Wii today. I can't make it because I don't live in the FL. area.

Actually, I'm only joking about him standing in my way. Because, actually he has not now, has never had, and never will have a chance with disneygirl. I've seen situations like his countless times, a one-sided relationship where a person is madly in love with a person. I've even been in both positions myself of a relationship like this myself, I've been the one loved and the one who loved. It never works out. Ever. Usually though, the one loved will lead the person on as a way to have someone to go to and fall back on for emotional support. It also helps boost their self-esteem, like, "Hey, I've got this person who's madly in love with me, I'm doing alright for myself."

coppertopdragon, won't listen to me. I don't blame him. I wouldn't either. But that is only to his own personal detriment. One day, probably the day when disneygirl does fall in love with someone(please let it be me!) he's going to go whining and crying to her, "I thought we were in love, blah blah blah" and she's going to tell him that they never were and that she told him countless times, he just decided not to listen. Anyone reading this that has had experience in personal relationships knows I'm right, it's a hard truth.

Now, if you're kindly excuse me, oh dearest journal of mine. I've got some Earthbound to play.

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